what i've done for love; but what has love done for me?
love, is a drug that poisons the mind, that pulls you into a world of trance where there'd be no silence. love blinds your eyes, taking away sight. love crushes the words you intend to speak, and slits your throat. love stings your ears, like a venomous disease flowing through the blood. love takes away feelings, dominant over it. love cuts your tongue, dripping nothing, but blood.
the three most destructive words, i love you, is nothing but a phrase of murder.
now, take it all back, for i'm gone eternally. the complex daniel has risen, the old daniel has fallen from Grace. Bless this day.
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Travelling somewhere, could be anywhere.
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Sunday, April 29, 2007
Open your mind.
9:54 PM everyone wants to be heroes, the main characters, the saviour, the best.
Open your mind.
11:32 AM what a sickly world this is, everyone is succumbing to diseases and illnesses. for what sins do thou deserve the descend of such excruciating torture and pain..?
Open your mind.
11:05 AM Thursday, April 26, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERLENE SEOW SHILI, YOU OLD HAG. XD.
freezing cold this morning. so i brought my cardigan to school, which i feel really din't help. but beats staying out in the cold, flesh. so hansel, WHO PONNED SCHOOL AGAIN (!@#$%^), was smsing me. i was kinda bored, so thanks for filling up my dry morning. hmm, because of the whole EV programme, many teachers din't turn up for lessons. lee fang lan, miss wong. and i paid attention during all lessons! and mrs low found out about people cheating during the word power test. she made the whole class stand until the cheaters would own up. and yeah, it definitely wasn't me. for the sentence formation word "sally", i wrote "sally is a very good girl (:". so, no. not me. and no offence to xiuping or alexis, but why make a big fuss about the whole cheating thing. sure, they might have cheated and made the whole class stand, but imagine yourself in their position, yeah? you wouldn't want people jeering at you saying "WAH LAU, OWN UP LARH LOSERS." well, think about it. okay let's skip that. . .. ... done. after school, we hung around in school, waiting for that PONNER HANSEL TO COME (!@#$%^). and we went to celebrate lene's birthday. SHE'S SO SMELLY LARH. SMELL LIKE VOMIT WITH ALL THE CHOCOLATE STAINS. EEEEE. kidding. (: after that, we went to meet rachel for a mugging session. on the way to the Mc, ain misplaced her phone on the cab. and the taxi driver, being a bastard who knew that the phone was there, zoomed off. SOOO, to comment on ain's stupidity. let's gooooooo. ACT ONE: DUMB. ain went to singpost McDonald when she was told to go to aljunied's McDonald. DUMB. ACT TWO: DUMBER. ain misplaced her phone. DUMBER. ACT THREE: DUMBEST. ain poked herself on the hand with the tip of the pen. DUMBEST! XD. i'm kidding larh. hansel wants me to post that. and yeah, i did managed to study. i did my math homework, thanks to rach for the assist. (: ALSO, i finished sherlene's blogskin! if you wanna see it, ask me on msn. :DD! Open your mind.
9:47 PM Wednesday, April 25, 2007
oh poo. i'm sick again. i just lay in class all day, without the need to pay attention. rah. thanks to everyone who showed concern for me.
i failed my math test. something which i was rather confident about. careless mistakes bring me down. D:! i was friggin' locked out of my house today. wtf man. i go home late, they complain. i go home early, i get locked out. grr. i'm as grouchy as a bear today. ): also, even though i was so tired, i kept my word and finished sherlene's blogskin. do check it out soon. :DD. Open your mind.
5:25 PM Tuesday, April 24, 2007
headache. vomited. sick. D:
Open your mind.
7:34 PM Monday, April 23, 2007
i'm guessing miss wong has a very bad impression of me now. just right when she was the door, i unawarely screamed "FUCK OFF" with the finger at joseph's face. she saw it, and shaked her head when she strolled it. it was so embarrassing and awkward. rah!
on the good side, the volleyball trek at bukit timah was fantastic. it poured and there was a thunderstorm, but nevertheless, it was enjoyable. we were soaked, cold and shivering when we took shelter. but heh, the constant melody of the team singing was rather warming. we din't have much time to travel around most of the hill, so we made it to the summit and went back down. finally, bondage inside the team. XD! and sherlene muffins are NOT poisonous, but are delicious. (: Open your mind.
7:06 PM Sunday, April 22, 2007
hello. again, i shall dedicate a post to those that is sweet enough to talk back against the spammer. THOSE, ARE TRUE FRIENDS. ones that i have, unlike you spammer.
youjin.: bugger off mr i-have-nothin-better-to-do. you can't blame someone who doesn't care about their exams, no? Keith: lol, you're just jealous that he actually has friends. yep, because i have friends like you. XD. &SIEWJEAN!: lol, i spot something wrong in your tags. i dont hate daniel. please. what's it to you that he blogs, jealous? that people actually READ his blog? and, ah! i think daniels hotter than you prolly are. &SIEWJEAN!: whoo, DANIEL, I DONT HATE YOU! I LOVE YOU! WAY MORE THAN THAT IDIOT. eh, idiot, if your reading this, get a dictionary please!ooh, im a loser now! HEY, YOUJIN! IM A LOSER! daniel! lets be losers tgt! thanks for not hating me, but even greater thanks that you love me. i love you too. and hah, we aren't losers. he's the loser. .chesna.: well, i guess i'm a loser then. becos i actually dont hate d. aww, you aren't a loser larh. (': RACHEL: hello daniel. your blog's a real laugh. prefects hate you? i'm one. i don't hate you. cca leaders hate you? well, i'm also one. & i don't hate you. & i'm your friend too yea? i don't hate you too. -.- RACHEL: & puh-leeese. there are so many other people in the school whom 5oo people & many more might hate. wtheck, daniel ain't one of them, bozo. haha. yay. lesser people that hates me. thanks rachel. (: jimmy: we LOVE you I LOVE YOU TOO. XD. Jane Doe: lol nice spam stfu, kthxbai nubcake. jingyi: nice one daniel (: loser spammer haha. thanks! (: daryl: oh how will not love Daniel. cca leaders . pec . and prefects love him. daryl: i am surprise people hate him instead of loving him daryl: but i still loce daniel.!!!!HeHE daryl: LOVE* aww! :DD! Hansel.: Haha! Daniel's so cool man! such a happening blog!  D thank God for such spammers to waste our time when we're bored. (:Hansel.: To Lol : Daniel has friends, and I think you tried to be his friend but failed, right? Is this what you do at every failed attempt? But it's okay. You're a funny clown mr.Lol. no wonder the name. Hansel.: Ohyeah btw, if you tell us who you are let's see whether you or Daniel's got more ppl hating; maybe that's what you want right? can't get friends so be a hater. sad life. haha. YEAH. check out for more. and yeah, a loner that is sooo desperate for attention. how pitiful. tsk tsk. ): WILDY: Hello Daniel, Im a Pec. But i dont hate you : D YAYYYY. thankssssssssss. :DD! THANKS GUYS. I HEART YOU DEEP DEEP Open your mind.
1:04 PM Saturday, April 21, 2007
okay. my dear spammer. i'm gonna dedicate a post to YOU.
lol: really lol,in your post you ask pple to put back their stuff.but you on the other hand dun do that fuck you. i put back my utensils. lol: and i will be shocked you see a mother ****er looking at me when i dance well, too bad. live with it? lol: you cheer me up with you idiot no brain actions and sayings oh. i have a rough idea who you're already. kthx. lol: u think you so great that many people know you?u wrong everyone hates you sure. everyone hates me. cool. lol: when your record was broken i we say that you were angry oh please. it's just part of the competitive mind. lol: and when colin ran you watched and i saw that you hope he would fall fall, my ass. i even wished that he'd get a better record so i can work even hard to beat it. lol: then after that i went to thank colin for beating a sorry ****er like you ho? too bad. lol: REALLY FUKING WAKE UP MAN,you proud basted.alot of people in the school hate you ooh. look. i'm awake! okay. many people hate me, your point? lol: i mean like in the hundreds.we would not want to wack you up cus your friends are nice,i dun mean the sec 2s heh. then whack larh. lol: i think that you should quit your blog who cares what you think? lol: reading it really makes you the "CLOWN OF GMSS" cool, another title. lol: change your name to CLOWN nah, i don't like it. (: lol: not hiro i think i'll stick to that time for now. (: lol: your mother and father gave brith to a real moster what's a moster? oh, you meant MONSTER. haha. alright. lol: the world does not need you,ur mum and dad dun need you loller. when did i say the world needed me? o.0. lol: everyone hates you so stop acting like everyone likes you and that you are so handsome so tell me, when did i ACT like everyone likes me, and that i'm very handsome? no logic leh. ): lol: if 500 people dun like you i think you had better jump down sucide because 500 people don't like me? so if 5 people doesn't like me, i should start slitting? o.O? lol: fuk it man the whole damn school hates you okay. and? lol: the teachers hate you,the pec cap hates you,the prefects hate you,the cca leaders hate you,your friends are losser if they dun hate you i wished i had so many haters! ): lol: lol only some of your friends protect you when you got spamed uh huh. i guess it's because they it was beneath their dignity to talk with someone like you. as for me, i'm different. i like you. (: i like you because you can't spell! i love deciphering your cute spelling errors. XD! byebye for now. till your next reply. and thanks for making it soooooooooo fun in here. :DD! Open your mind.
6:50 PM on the quiet side, somewhat perculiar, a good companion in a weird sort of way
oh, how i love calvin and hobbes. (': Open your mind.
1:13 PM Friday, April 20, 2007
fuck. two fuckin' big zits on my face. ugh.
had some talk with aver about our school vendors having to clear up after us. i think they're seriously pitiful. it's bad enough that they have a measly income, but now they have to clean after us. and need i remind you that they're OLD. and not as agile as us. mr teo taught us an important lesson today. with reference from "to kill a mockingbird". "You never really understand a person until you consider things from his point of view . . . until you climb into his skin and walk around in it." so why not, put yourself in those vendors' shoes, and see how tiring it will be just to clean up. and it's not only for one day, but two. and two recesses. and after school. be considerate to at least put back your utensils after using them. it's the RIGHT thing to do. i feel better now. (: Open your mind.
5:10 PM Thursday, April 19, 2007
i forgot all about dance! after much persuasion that they would get gold, they really managed to clinch a gold award. see, you guys have not pulled down the standard. if you guys suck, why would i be watching you guys dance when i could do other stuff? have more confidence in yourself in future, and CONGRATS. (:
because i was so beaten down yesterday, i din't manage to study for my physics test or do my SS homework. FORTUNATELY, the physics test was easy and the SS homework wasn't collected. :DD! i slept and stoned for so many periods. that shows how tired i really am. before volleyball, i fell and hit my back. now it hurts. so i din't go volleyball. i notice how near exams are, yet i've not started on my revision. i'm always dragging it. every year. rah. but at least i'm paying attention in class. and sorry rach that i didn't want to go out with you guys, you know the reason. (: OH. and i know that there are people actually reading my blog, BUT DON'T TAG. yes, YOU, YJ. *glares*. please tag? the board is obsolete! D:! thank you. XD! Open your mind.
7:24 PM Wednesday, April 18, 2007
as tired as i am, having to sleep on benches and drag myself home, still have to wish aver a happy sixteen birthday. (:
- din't sleep last night - had PE this morning - din't sleep in class - played soccer after school - celebrated birthday. - went home in a taxi - got screamed at - have tests and homework to do - and im about to faint bye. oh. and i love you hansel for buying my big breakfast during recess. everyone was gawking at me while i eat. three years since i ate big breakfast! and take care hansel! (: Open your mind.
8:03 PM Tuesday, April 17, 2007
fall like petals. says:
but, i dont know how many letters i've given. hardy boys says: haha hardy boys says: then what you state in the letter> fall like petals. says: daniel is super smart for your lessons, therefore he shouldn't waste time studying in your school. please try to use your pitiful brain to understand what i'm saying. (: Open your mind.
6:44 PM "twit language is used to cover up spelling mistakes." - some guy in the newspaper.
i totally laughed at it. hard. i din't go to school today. actually, hansel, audi, ain, mingjie and i planned it, but only hansel and i stayed home. and rah, it was boring like hell. i'm never gonna attempt that again. the only reason why i stayed home was because i was hella tired. but now, i feel amazingly refreshed. and looking forward to school. also, i've created a new group on friendster, which hansel requested me to. it's called.. INFINITY ON HIGH! XD! yes, do join! CLICK HERE! ALSO, sherlene is sooo damn creative. she drew this sub emo top up card. and to honour it, i shall put it on my blog. XD!  front.  back. Open your mind.
6:05 PM Sunday, April 15, 2007
rah. sorry lene and yj for backing out last minute. ):
because i was pissed today, i just spent my savings on a new crumpler bag. i don't know why either. oh, and i remember this phrase, :"IT TAKES TWO HANDS TO CLAP, BUT ONE HAND TO SLAP." i love how it rhymes and how meaningful it is. and i think timberland is really nice larh. that "green day" thing. y'know, i've always been doing bad stuff. as small as it may be, it does affect the environment. so from now on, no littering. INCLUDING YOU. don't litter. it's not the right thing! (: and starbucks is going around with this back pack full of coffee offering people coffee. really cute and innovative. haha. there's this woman in carrefour who kept going. MAI YI SONG YI. BUY ONE GET ONE FREE. and everyone was looking at her. i admire her man. she's so passionate about her job. she does it without same. psst. i do not have any sarcasm behind my words. i still have POA and SS homework to do. and tomorrow's a bloody monday. fuck mondays. !@#$%^&. REDRUM! Open your mind.
9:45 PM Saturday, April 14, 2007
loller. i laugh at CIP. it was really funny. but before that, mr koh cheated my feelings. he specially requested me to go there at seven, and so i did. but no one was there. so i slept for an hour.
so, i was in charge of volunteer registration and helped out with analysation and some gift redemption thing. the gift was a thermometer. because most of the elderly speak chinese, i was totally flustered when i couldn't find the right words for "glucose" or "cholesterol"! very difficult to communicate in a language i suck at. and, when we gave our thermometers. one super cute dude went in chinese : "what's this? can eat one arh?". i laughed like shittttttttttttttttttttt man. one more even thought it was a pregnancy kit. again, I LAUGHED LIKE SHITTTTTTTTTTT. for volunteer registration, there was this indian/muslim guy. i asked him if he wanted to do some social work, he said: "yes.. i want to.." and then walked away................ WTF! IF HE WANTED TO DO, THEN STAY WITH ME LARH! WHY WALK AWAY? but still, it was hella funny. haha. and then i went to the xinmin carnival with ak, liying, kengling and jasmine. i regret, i din't see anyone hot. ): and then we headed to hougang mall. which is pretty much a total bore. jasmine and kengling kept messing with the webcams. haha. super lame. XD. so i went home, to SLEEP. since lene cannot go out, yj doesnt want to go out. so i'm left.. alone.. to EMOO my way to sleep! miss chesna also went for lunch at the hotel at bugis. ): well, i din't regret sleeping either. it's a totally cool day to sleep. I LOVE COLD DAYS. Open your mind.
7:23 PM Friday, April 13, 2007
AND ONCE AGAIN, I PRESENT AN ADDITION TO SHERLENE'S FAB GALLERY!  sherlene drew this.  i drew this. ): Open your mind.
10:43 PM hello! it's been a crazy week! BUT FIRST, I WANT TO SAY THAT.. JOSEPH WEARS PINK SOCKS TO SCHOOL. NO JOSEPH, I DID NOT FORGET ABOUT IT. XD.
i also want to get that huge layer of oil of my face. i swear i can light a fire with just my face and use it to cook veggies. oh, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SANDRA. i'm sorry i forgot. and SUB EMO ROCKS! it's really ironic though, ever since i came up with the whole idea, my life started to get better. it's been really tiring though. physical training for two days. i'm so fuckin' glad it's a weekend tomorrow. finally, some rest. oh, but exams are just round the corner. so i'm starting my revision tomorrow. UNLIKE THAT COPY CAT SHERLENE. I WANTED TO START FIRST. COPY CAT. and.. my sister got to watch phantom of the opera. i really want to. but i can't find tickets. FREE TICKETS. does anyone have? please offer if you do. ): and yeah, hope we can all go out tomorrow. :DD! OH. I'M ACTUALLY VOLUNTEERING TO DO CIP TOMORROW. WHEE. but the downside is, i have to wake up super early? ): Open your mind.
9:20 PM Thursday, April 12, 2007
i have to admit. these two days was pretty hectic and stuff because of PFT. i think the pec did a great job larh, except for a few minor mistakes, but who am i to comment? i, myself committed a few mistakes as well.
and congrats to those people that beat my record. i'm proud of you. but heh, you guys are sixteen, so i'll still have a chance at YOUR record. (: i tell you, POA and SS are driving me up my neck. mr and mrs lee demand files like hell. i managed to sort out everything for POA but i totally screwed SS. rah, whatever. till she scolds us. and lee fang lan praised me today. i dont know why. i just infer from one question and then she started to praise me. plus, she assigned me to danny to tutor him and if he failed, she'd look for me. *blushes* XD. i went for volleyball today. it was raining, so we had GYM. yes. i love gym. it was tiring larh. and i think it's fun to bond with the sec ones now. they've changed and stuff, for the better of course. they show us respect and they come for training. that's a good sign. keep that up, juniors! and i'll continue to look out for you. and then, went home with ain, rachel, audi, yasser and shahrul. super tired. X_X OH SORRY FOR KEEPING YOU GUYS WAITING! also, i'm surprised people read my blog. BUT DON'T TAG. PLEASE DO TAG. i'll definitely reply. :DDD! and here's those videos and pix i promised the other day. it's not all of them, but whatever larh. (: *UPDATE*. i'm actually very pissed at blogger because it's giving me too many problems to upload pix. SO. forget the pix. i shall just give you the videos. OH. I UPLOADED THE PIX. YES.  YEAH.  loller. what's with dora's head? o.O.  there it is again!  and we walk.  the images are blurry! because you walk and take pix. yes, you. SANDRA. :DD!  back at you, camera head.  oh God. i'm the only one not smiling! ):  okay. stupid flash makes our faces so oily. *psst* dumb stranger took this pix!  we all got hanged. ):  i proclaim this, freaky.  surprise! it's dora!  YAY. another sucker fell into my "japanese tourist" trap.  once again, SUCKERRRR.  eh pamela! bodyless, but still smiling  my poor head. getting ridiculed.  pssh!  aww, don't be shy ruth!  eh. sandra took this.  ooh. me like this pix!  me like too!  motordirtbike kids.  on the motorbike.  our famous last words.  AH YES. the famous pose!  ignore the oil. focus on the sweet. it cost me two friggin' bucks.  VROOM VROOM!  gary is hysterical!  he teaches me the "special" pose.  i suck at this game. period. yes, i'm banging my head on the machine.  dora got a FREE ride.  sexy butts while playing that basketball game.  SEE. SO SMEXY.  raquella and sandra.  okay. this isn't sexy. ):  rah. i hate this game.  CRASH AIR HOCKEEEEEY.  lol. poor raquel getting whacked at.  AH MA-s!  BARNEY IS MY FRIEND!  omg. dora. what's with that face!?  relieving my childhood memories.  off we go in a circle!  haha. ruth!  i'm too old for this.  lovely couple, no? Open your mind.
8:28 PM |
I'll love you till the sky falls down.
Daniel commemorates this blog to express his insecurites and rants. He also has an aural interest in a wide variety of music ranging from V-Kei, J-Rock, Country and Trance. Nothing much is known about him, except that he hates to lose terribly and he has a bad temper. He also indulges in sports such as basketball, volleyball and soccer. He loves clothes, hand/wrist/neck accessories. He is obsessed with Japanese manga and anime. He desires a daily dosage of beautiful He is, Second to God. /endsarcasm. *psst. meant as a joke to certain people* He enjoys reading and demands a library to be installed in his home. What pleasure he finds from fiddling with Adobe Photoshop CS3. Reading, and composing poetry brings great satisfaction to the heart of Daniel. I'll love you till I can't feel anything at all.
I brought you something close to me.
Left for something you see though your here.
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