what's happening to me? can anyone answer my question? i guess the answer lies deep in myself. if you are a frequent reader of my blog, you'd have noticed i don't talk about God anymore. it's like a friend thrown aside. it's so hard to come back sometimes.
also, the whole ego thing. i don't think i should be any "second to God". i have definitely seen better people than me. heck, most of them are better than me.
and i'm going back to country era.
     