Travelling somewhere, could be anywhere.
There's a coldness in the air, yeah but I don't care.
We drift deeper into the song, and life goes on.
We drift deeper into the song, the feeling's strong.
So bring it on.
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
YES. I GOT INTO PEC. HAHAHAHAHA.
i'm so happy today! everything seems to fall in place. and i thank God for that. (:
i had to go to the poly clinic today. because of my never-ending migraines and the doc said it might be related to my ear problem. ugh.
and, miss wong finally praised me today! HAHAHAHA. it's like everything is going so smoothly. :DDDDDDDDD
Open your mind.
7:50 PM
Monday, February 26, 2007
RAHHH! I HAVE A HOLE IN MY NOSE. AND IT'S REALLY A HOLE. A DOT. gross. i was removing my blackheads. and then i removed this big one. and thus, the hole. ew.
and today during english, i fell asleep. mrs low had to wake me up twice. and before that, she caught me with my POA book. and confiscated it. after her lesson, i went to retrieve it. and i apologised for sleeping, but she refused to return it. i got mad. and then i vented my anger on some dustbin. she was staring at me and i just walked off. oh w/e. <.<>
Open your mind.
7:39 PM
Sunday, February 25, 2007
wow. at least i know that it's not over. i'm fairly satisfied already! i can finally smile and laugh. (:
today, i went to mr lee's house to bai nian, and before that to melody's cell group. went together with keng ling, ak, melody, kenneth and jasmine. heh. we collected ang bao and ate food there. his house was quite messy, something unexpected from mr lee. and his dog wasn't very fond of me. kinda scared of me. haha. and it has big weird eyes. cute, isn't it?
all we did there was play cards. with money. and i lost 3.50$! i was winning at first, but turned out that i lost. <.<. rah. later on, i had to wave goodbye to them and head on to vivocity to meet my family. we walked around for a while and then headed home. i fell asleep on the bus, i was really tired. and ugh, school starts tomorrow. plus, homework isn't done. ): but i'm still very happy. :DD
AND YEAH. I MOONWALK! HAHAHA!
Open your mind.
9:02 PM
Saturday, February 24, 2007
fuck the stats counter. it's been giving me pop ups. i know how many people view me a day. and that's enough. sorry to people who gets those pop ups while viewing my blog. it won't happen again.
Open your mind.
11:25 PM
i don't know if it's worth it anymore.
Open your mind.
10:28 PM
hold you in my arms, i just wanted to hold you in my arms.
things hasn't really been going well larh. oh well siewjean, we're in the same boat this time.
Open your mind.
2:02 AM
Friday, February 23, 2007
whoever that used to tell me that love was evil, you weren't wrong.
Open your mind.
10:29 PM
Thursday, February 22, 2007
you're someone else, i'm still right here.
Open your mind.
11:26 PM
woah. things was really stupid today. i'm this pupil's welfare committee leader, and today, all my members were ABSENT. yes. all five of them. such a huge "coincidence". lol. they planned it larh. haha. but because of them, we got to postpone our test till tomorrow. :DD.
and i ponned volleyball. i can't stand teaching my juniors. not willing to learn, and not cooperative either. it takes two hands to clap. so well, i'd rather leave them to be. instead, i went to play soccer. heh. we had fun and stuff. until things turned out a lil rough and we then we weren't really happy and walked away from some others. we went to watch dance and headed to CC to eat. went to get bubble tea and then went home.
and i've just noticed that a pile of homework awaits me. plus, i have an SS test tomorrow. so that's double work tonight. tsk!
Open your mind.
6:45 PM
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
during soccer today, i got hit by khupian's ball in my left ear. it doesn't hurt, but there's this ringing sound in my ear. i think there's something wrong.
and ah. school was alright. i get kinda pissed off when mr lee is pissed too. but, oh well. he's doing it for US. so let's be grateful for it.
i've been feeling really depressed these days. may feel normal during school, but it sucks when i'm alone.
Open your mind.
8:28 PM
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
two funny things happened today. i was at the supermarket and then i went to get a drink. then i went to the cashier (who's really blur looking).
me: *hands over 10$ note* cashier: *hands change* at the same time, he was handing me the plastic bag. me: i don't want. cashier: HUH!? 9 DOLLAR CHANGE LEH! me: lol! i dont want the plastic bag larh!
super adorable. lol.
and then next at orchard, i saw steven lim (the siao guy on singapore idol and girls out loud in case you people don't know). he was going around advertising for his eyebrow plucking session thing. haha. sucks to be him because i dint see him getting any customers. lol.
SO. what happened today? i was dying to do math. but then i found out i did not have graph paper. and fuck. the bookstore's closed for the week. coincidentally, my parents wanted to go orchard to get some stuff. so i got my graph paper, but now, i dont feel like doing math anymore. yeah. shopped for a few stuff. then ate dinner and went back.
and yeah. we have to go back to school tomorrow. dang. ):
Open your mind.
10:17 PM
Monday, February 19, 2007
oh. hi there. i went bai nianing today. it was okay. seeing relatives and stuff. the best part was when we played cards. tai dee, black jack, bluff, heart attack. you name it. the house was bursting with laughter and joy. collected ang baos. but couldn't bother to take some because the money goes back to my parents. yes. go ahead and pity me.
then i headed to my paternal side of the family to eat some dinner. it only lasted for a short while. and i watched half of "battle of wits". amazing show. i feel like watching it.
and then. i went to river hong bao. it was very crowded. i had to dodge the crowds because i was wearing my new pair of shoes. plus. it's white. the fireworks was nice. and then. suddenly the "aroma" of smelly beancurd shocked everyone. i kinda like the smell of it. even though it stinks. so we got some. and then we headed home.
and yeah, i was thinking 'bout some stuff the whole day. i'm just waiting for her reply. sigh. ):
Open your mind.
10:13 PM
Sunday, February 18, 2007
EVERYONE'S RUNNING TO MALAYSIA LIKE SINGAPORE HAS A TIMEBOMB. and i got caught up with boredism. a disease. it affects me both physically and mentally. because my friends, are ALL GONE. beware if you're a lonely, emo kid. you'll get it too. ):
bai nian tomorrow. heh. (:
AND. in case you haven't noticed, i've changed my blog pix and background. credit goes to.. ME! :DD. rate it through my tagboard. and you'll get a cookie! COOKIE COOOOOOOOKIE!
Open your mind.
8:23 PM
Saturday, February 17, 2007
OMFG. I GOT AN ELECTRIC SHOCK TODAY. MY HAND WAS NUMB AND STUFF. I WAS TURNING ON MY SCANNER'S SWITCH, AND WHEN I DID. I JUST FLEW A METRE BACK. SCARY! SCARYYYYY! MY HAND FELT LIKE IT WAS STABBED!
i'm fine now. loller. and, i'm in the mood to blog.
school was boring, not until chinese period. cai teacher had to go prepare the CNY celebration stuff, so we ponned class and went to the toilet, TO PLAY BUBBLES. heh. brings back memories on how i used to play bubbles when i was young. and i blew out this huge bubble and melody was going. BUBBLE!! BUBBLE!! haha.
the CNY celebration wasn't that fun. but some parts amused me. and then we went to play soccer. one word. HOT. it was like what? a hundred degrees out there. and kenneth and i planned on going out. so i went home to bathe and we went to bugis.
did i tell you how i hate bugis and how i refuse to go there? it's full of unwanted people. the only time i go there is when i want to buy a bag. i helped anson pick a shoe and a belt. i'm NICE. heh. and then we went to take a neoprint. it was fun larh. i haven't took a neo print since ages! but i'm not scanning it, since i got THAT ELECTRIC SHOCK. oh, did i mention how we were di siaoing alvin and tessa? they're a LOVELY couple. so sweet. :PP
and then i went to meet pops. and i can't believe it. HE BOUGHT SO MUCH STUFF FOR ME. REALLY REALLY NICE PAIR OF SHOES. SHIRTS. and i almost had this high collar shirt i wanted, but too bad it was too small for me. but i really wanted it! ): pix for the shoes, but not clothes because they're being washed.
and then we went to tonkichi to eat. it's been a long time since i ate there! aww!
back to a serious mood, i've decided. it's not worth living for somebody. from now on, i live for myself, and for God. i shall not waste away my life just because of one person. i shall break that bond with you. you shall be kicked out of my life. the end.
EDIT: TESSA SENT ME THE NEOPRINTS. SHALL UPLOAD. THANKS TESSA.
heh. (: I LOVE MY SUSPENDERS SHIRT.
Open your mind.
2:55 PM
i had a lot to blog. but my mood changed. so i'm not going to.
simplicity, is sometimes so complicated.
Open your mind.
12:18 AM
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
i'm sorry things din't really work out. maybe this seperation will do us good. if you really do love me, then we'll know in the next few months or so. as for me, i'll still love you till the day you stop loving me. only time will tell. and thanks for the bittersweet memories even though it lasted for only twelve days. (:
Open your mind.
10:31 PM
life has been good to me. everything is going well. i had a great and fun day today. work has been going smoothly. i'm able to catch up with the class. i love everyone. :DD
now, replace all the good points of the above message with bad points. that's how i really feel.
Open your mind.
4:48 PM
Monday, February 12, 2007
i said i wouldn't cry during the funeral, but i still did anyway. today's the end of the funeral, and i'm going back to school tomorrow.
and i'm really pissed over something personal. well, fuck this.
Open your mind.
5:40 PM
Sunday, February 11, 2007
if you are wondering why i'm blogging entries during the next day, it's because i've been coming home late at around one and i'd be too tired to blog. funeral stuff.
before i went to the funeral, i collected my specs. boy, was it a surprise for me. it's okay, but i wouldn't say it's nice. a little bit old-manish. and i went shopping, but i couldn't find any nice clothes. zara clothes is crap, topman clothes is crap, so i went to far east plaza. i fell in love with this revoltage shirt. a plain tee but with a snake/leather pocket on the shirt. but their sizes are like for king kongs. fuck. in the end, i din't buy anything. ugh.
i went to the funeral and as usual, was very bored. had to sit around doing nothing, BUT. there was this cat that's really cute, fluffy tails. and i took pix of it. and a video. very soon, your heart will go AWW.
Open your mind.
11:29 AM
Saturday, February 10, 2007
YES. I FINALLY GOT MY CONTACT LENSES ON. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. heh.
i went to school today to collect my homework. i bet there's a hell lot for me to do. i'm pretty much dead. and my sister collected her ollies! she has 19 points. well, it's considered okay already. but heh, watch out. i'm definitely going to score better than her. high enough to enter a good JC. :DD
i have to go to the funeral for the next few days. i went today too. nothing much interesting happened. except i found this really cute fluffy cat! and i saw people i haven't seen for a long long time. yeah. i came home at about 1 am. and slept. (:
EDIT: ANYWAY, if you're asking whether i'm sad about the funeral, here's my answer. NO. why? read on.
he was suffering. plus, he accepted Christ, so he's with the Lord. and he's a burden to my family members because they have individual jobs and stuff. his medical bills cost a bomb. and yeah. so it was good for him to go.
Open your mind.
9:34 AM
Friday, February 09, 2007
i din't go school today. my grandfather passed away and stuff, so i had to go to the funeral.
i don't understand how you people put on your contact lenses. i can never seem to get them on. i swear i was on the verge of tearing it up. i suppose the problem lies in my tiny little eyes. rah!
i think i've missed out a lot in school. dang.
and not seeing you for 5 days is a real torture to me. D:
Open your mind.
9:24 AM
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
first thing i want to say after i'm back from camp is, I MISS YOU CHESSIE. ):
aye. camp was really fun but tiring. i shall go into details!
DAY ONE-
i left home with a super duper big bag and i saw other people carrying a lot smaller ones than mine, but at least nicholas brought a luggage. :PP. then we went for assembly and we had this "pasar malam" where they checked all our bags for handphones and stuff. and i din't get caught. (:
after reaching at the camp, we put our bags down and went to start on our activities. the camp site was beautiful btw. nice seaview, sunny weather, clean dorms and many planes flying around! it was really cool.
we started off with in line skating. it was fun skating after a few years! we were made to present our class cheer. everyone was laughing. haha!
then we followed by rock climbing. it was fun since it was my first time, but not that challenging. and most of my classmates do could it! (: and again we had to perform our class cheer to the instructors. heh.
then we went for kayaking! one of the best activities. i teamed with shu feng and we paddled like hell. heh.
then we went for dinner. the food isn't that bad, but it could not beat home cooked food!
after dinner, we went for the night walk where we get blind folded and get directed around only with our ears. lame.why? because so many pecs were tickling, sprinkling water at me. how annoying. and i could see through my blindfold. loller. then we walked through this forest. some instructors were telling us about this changi ghost story about a girl got raped by four fishermen and was thrown in a well which we saw. and then her mother hung herself on a tree. then we were made to walk back to the camp site, ON OUR OWN. haha. it was eerie larh. but trust in the Lord and He'll be your light. i kept telling myself that. so i embraced my fears and walked through the forest, without running. then i saw max behind running after me, and then we walked together. some pecs were trying to scared us, but instead we scared some of them as well. heh. cute.
we bathed after this. it was really hard to bathe, small toilet cubicles, large amount of people waiting to use it. we had to bathe three at a time. heh.
we had supper then. i ate a few slices of cake and went back to my room. ming jie slept beside me and we had fun talking, but my classmate, danny was being super horny. he went, "i'm gonna cum at your face tonight." you should have seen my WTF face. he looks really innocent, but perverted! woah!
AND AND. i talked to chesna on the phone. only for a while larh, but i still talked. :DD
after talking, i slept. it was really cold during 4 am plus. and there were planes flying here and there. it was really hard to sleep.
DAY TWO-
i woke up at around 5 plus and went to brush my sleep. i was really curious on how my friends sleep so i went to different dorms to check them out. heh. chee hsing was hugging on max's leg. and a few others were snoring. zhong wei slept in an "eagle" position! super funny!
we started out with abseiling and zip lining. abseiling was funny. some people just jumped off the whole thing. haha. zip lining was really fun. i wanted to do it over and over again. but couldn't larh. sad. ):
then we went to do rafting. it was really hard work putting the raft together, but we managed to do it. then we went into the sea. and my fuckin' 3 days old glasses fell into the sea and i could not find them. it was damn sad. i was pissed for the rest of the day.
because i couldn't see, i did not do the challenge rope activity. i was really pissed and stuff. and my class mates are NICE. they comforted me and stuff. like xiuping lend me her specs, grace wanted to lend me her contacts, melody gave me a sweet, hui en was talking to me and stuff, alvin was asking if i was feeling better. they're really nice larh. but i was still very sad. but thanks!
then we sit survival cooking. it was a lil bit wild. i ate two raw eggs and six oranges. and i inserted the whole orange into my mouth. the instructor called me a blending machine. loller. then we were playing with flour and stuff. oh. we made satay-like sticks of orange flour or egg flour with sugar and then we BBQed it. some of them tasted really good. heh. and we were praised for being the best class.
after that, we went to eat dinner. and then we had campfire. it was not that bad. quite fun. especially the OH YEAH song. haha.
then we had supper, ate and stuff. talked on the phone and slept.
the next day, we were packing up already and was ready to go. teo boon leng was being crazy. and then we had phototaking and we finally headed to school. my bag was really heavy. and stuff. and yeah. we had to say goodbye to our camp site. and, i'm BACK.
and in case you were wondering, my pops got me new specs and contacts, without telling me.
Open your mind.
6:13 PM
Sunday, February 04, 2007
yes. i'm finally dating chesna. (:
it's a long story how we got that, so i'm not going to go into detail.
i went to the converse warehouse sale today and got two basketball shorts. (:
anyway, today's our first date. we went to collect my specs today. i think it looks nice. haha. and then we went to plaza sing to watch a movie. conversations with God. i found it really touching. that guy in the movie was pitiful. whereas, chesna was quite bored.
after that we went to bookstores and music stores to look around, and guess what we found? MRS LORAINNE YUEN'S ALBUM. she doesn't look pretty on the cover! in fact, scary. but haha, i'd buy her album. :DD
Open your mind.
7:03 PM
Saturday, February 03, 2007
yes. i love you too! :DD
Open your mind.
11:16 PM
i dont know why, but my wound still continues to bleed.
people say that when a wound refuses to heal and continues bleeding, it means there's guilt in that wound.
i wonder if there's any truth in that.
i was supposed to collect my specs today, BUT NO ONE COULD GO OUT OR I COULDN'T CONTACT THEM. such a SAD SAD day. ):
and melody. YOU'RE SO KAYPOHH. haha. :DD
finally, my hair is long enough to erm play with. (:
Open your mind.
8:39 PM
Friday, February 02, 2007
today was really fun! and thanks to sherlene for offering to make a get a well card for nigel!
anyway. i came up with a poem yesterday! it goes.
i love hyde, and i love you, i don't know who i love more, but i'm guessing it's you!
I THINK IT'S NICE! haha.
we managed to skip many periods today as we were preparing for our class cheer and skit! i'm proud to say that we had it completed and it was really well done. what's most important was that our class spirit was tremendous. most of us put in hard work to finish it. for instance, we did not make of chee hsing! we actually volunteered to dance with him. and the girls did a great job as well. WHEEEEEE.
and here's the sad news. today is hans last day! so a couple of ex faith 2-2 people went for a gathering. a few others came to join in! most of us did not have money to eat. so we went to buy bread next door.
after alvin and nicholas went to buy bubble tea, this couple and their son (highly suspect that the man was a teacher), came into hans. of all places, they wanted to see at the table we were sitting at. then because alvin and nicholas bags were there, we went to remove it. lester, being a silly boy went like "HUH!?" when that man demanded our bags to be taken away. then he was like. "DON'T THINK YOU CAN SHOW THIS TYPE OF BEHAVIOUR OUTSIDE!". omg. wtf did we even do to him? friggin' ridiculous! i oughta sue him. they kept looking at us too. ugh. after we left, that man told nicholas that we should learn to behave. and he did not tell us politely, he was shouting. ugh. how unreasonable singaporeans can be! ):
Open your mind.
7:12 PM
Thursday, February 01, 2007
hello! i'm tan daniel from faith three four. heh. anyway. a lot of things happened today. first things first, NIGEL DISLOCATED HIS WRIST. i hope he's okay. he's still in the hospital. i intend to visit him soon. i just noticed how boring soccer can be without him. sigh.
and. i'm really looking forward to sec three camp. it sounds fun. kenneth and i share the same sentiments. loller. we're already discussing on packing our bag and what snacks to bring and stuff. so, we had to come up with some sort of class cheer. chee hsing was like doing a few dance moves. so alvin came up with the idea of a dance cheer. it's really funny. joseph and alvin had it recorded down. even though most of it was just making fun of chee hsing, i think that it's commendable that he's willing to sacrifice his pride to help our class. i shall upload the video. LATER. :DD
BUT. he stalks! he stalks tessa. ew. he calls her randomly, at like one am? that's sick. lol.
mrs kwong was damn cute today. joseph pretended to be me. and then she was calling DANIEL DANIEL! and i was like confused whether to answer or not.
soccer was really funny today. i laughed my ass off. i laughed more than i played. even though it wasn't that fun because nigel wasn't there.
AND AND! KENNETH AND I FOUND A SWEATER. an L one. plus, it's brand new. we're gonna change it for a M size so we can share. :DD!
Open your mind.
7:37 PM
I'll love you till the sky falls down.
Daniel commemorates this blog to express his insecurites and rants.
He also has an aural interest in a wide variety of music ranging from V-Kei, J-Rock, Country and Trance.
Nothing much is known about him, except that he hates to lose terribly and he has a bad temper.
He also indulges in sports such as basketball, volleyball and soccer.
He loves clothes, hand/wrist/neck accessories.
He is obsessed with Japanese manga and anime.
He desires a daily dosage of beautiful Kit Kat.
He is, Second to God. /endsarcasm. *psst. meant as a joke to certain people*
He enjoys reading and demands a library to be installed in his home.
What pleasure he finds from fiddling with Adobe Photoshop CS3.
Reading, and composing poetry brings great satisfaction to the heart of Daniel.