GACKT? or HYDE?
TOP IS HYDE. BOTTOM IS GACKT.
GACKT AND HYDE TOGETHER IS SOOOOOO HOT.
VOICES MATTER TOO, RIGHT? SO LET'S HEAR THEIR VOICES.
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Travelling somewhere, could be anywhere.
There's a coldness in the air, yeah but I don't care. We drift deeper into the song, and life goes on. We drift deeper into the song, the feeling's strong. So bring it on. |
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Wednesday, November 29, 2006
HELP GUYS. TELL ME WHO'S HOTTER.
GACKT? or HYDE? TOP IS HYDE. BOTTOM IS GACKT. GACKT AND HYDE TOGETHER IS SOOOOOO HOT. VOICES MATTER TOO, RIGHT? SO LET'S HEAR THEIR VOICES. Open your mind.
8:12 PM Tuesday, November 28, 2006
nobody knows,
nobody cares, i've lost everything to bombs. nobody knows, nobody cares, they just took everything from me. WONDERFUL LYRICS BY L'ARC~EN~CIEL! i'm so touched. i played so much guitar. my fingers grew a blister. and it blew. then my fingers bled. ouch. now my guitar's stained. but i got the stain off. (: i had a good time at 108 day. whee. AND HIHI TO WILDY. YOU'RE BACK. YOU'VE BEEN MISSED. :DD. WATCH THE VIDEOS. IF NOT, I MIGHT TEAR. )': Open your mind.
10:23 PM Monday, November 27, 2006
ugh. i had a bad case of gastric pain this morning. to make my sister buy food is as though i'm asking her to walk on fire stones. i always buy dinner and yet i don't complain. and i only asked her to buy once since i have gastric and she grumbles away. <.<
Open your mind.
8:25 PM Sunday, November 26, 2006
i just realised that i've been committing a sin over these years, yet not knowing it. i din't really care 'bout it before because at that time, i din't really care about God either. now that i've devoted myself to him, i've realised how terrible the sin is.
well. the good thing is. i've decided to kill the sin. it's a hard choice to make. but i've decided to live in His Light. and thanks to raquel for listening to me. i hope you don't think i'm a freak or something. ALSO, please watch the videos that i post. they're all really nice. i can guarantee a good time watching them. (: hyde cries in this video. X_X oh yes. i was definitely lying to myself when i said i din't miss you. Open your mind.
4:22 PM Friday, November 24, 2006
some weird shit sent me this thru' sms.
hi nauthy baby why u distrab me.i want talk 2 u pls cal me now. the number is 92379385. i haven't bothered calling him yet. if anyone is interested to do so, go ahead. lol. OH YEAH. i changed my blogskin. it's HYDE. love it. and i've put in a song too. listen. (: AND. i turned down the modelling thing. i don't really want to be part of it at this age. :DD AND. here's a good video of the song i put on my blog. Open your mind.
8:23 PM Thursday, November 23, 2006
WELCOME BACK FRIENDS. MISSED YOU ALL. I DIN'T DIE OF BOREDOM ANYWAY. WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
A BIT OF HYDE-SAMA GOODNESS. :DD! Open your mind.
10:05 PM Tuesday, November 21, 2006
ugh. i'm anti pec/prefects camp! it took away all my friends for three days. and most of my friends come from pec or prefects. congratulate me. i'm gonna get bored to death at night. while you guys are having fun!
tessa wants me to do the quiz thing? okay. i'll do it. SINCE I'M SO BORED. Name 13 of your friends that you can think of now. 01. lene. 02. chesna. 03. ivan. 04. tessa. 05. siew jean. 06. yvonne. 07. nigel. 08. rach. 09. joseph 10. raquel. 11. dora. 12. sandra. 13. pau. don't read the questions below until you have written all the names of the 13 people! Q1. How did you meet 10? during my sec two life. another crazy person like me. :DD Q2. what would you do if you have never met 1? erm. i'll be.. the same. i guess. Q3. What would you do if 2 and 6 dated? wtf. they are girls. but they can be lesbians. (: Q4. Have you seen 4 cry before? no. but i want to. XDD Q5.Do you think 10 is cute? kinda. but more of the crazy type. Q6.How did you get to know about 8? used to be same class during sec one. Q7.would you ever go on a date with 12? heh. that depends on what kind of date. Q8.whats 7's fave colour? err. lol. red or white? because he loves man united. Q9.what would you do if 6 confessed that he/she likes you? i'd be super shocked Q10.facts abt 9. tall. fun to be with. LAME. :DD Q11.whos 4 going out with? her friends. Q12.who is 5 to you? a friend that's really thick skinned and is crazy over L and chad. Q13.would you ever live with 13? i'd get fat by eating too much pau. lol. Q14. is 2 single? YES. you should see her expectations of boys. wild, i tell you! Q15.what do you think about 3? not so positive thinking. but determined. (: Q16.whats the best thing about 5? seeing her get irritated by me. Q17.what do you like about 11? fun. smart. LAME AGAIN. but still funny. Q18.Favourite memory with 2? our fights. our quarrels. our msn chats. the CP wanton dumpling thingy. quarreling whether gackt or chad is hotter. THERE'S TOO MANY. 6 people to do the quiz: 1. chesna. 2. lene. 3. raquel. 4. tessa ( but she's the one that asked me to do it. lol.) 5. yvonne. 6. siew jean. Open your mind.
9:02 PM Monday, November 20, 2006
i can't believe it. i was asked by a model agency to model for them.
scout: hi. how would you like to audition for being a model? me: me? you sure? i gotta ask my parents. *doubt face* scout: a man in his twenties can make his own decisions. me: i'm only fourteen. scout: !? well. i'll give you my contact card. can i have your contact no.? me: *gives contact no.* scout: hope to hear good news. it was some ang moh guy. the name there was robbin carter. model scout. i went to their website. i don't look like i have the model face. oh well. i told my parents. and they just laughed. after thinking about it. i feel stupid. they called today. and i had to tell them that i din't ask my parents. they said they would pay me for a portfolio done. but i said i had to consider. and i went to 108 to play basketball today! :DD REPLIES TO TAGS. RAQUEL.-> thanks. (: DORA.-> it wasn't that bad larh. just that it wasn't my type of movie. TESSA.-> I READ YOURS TOO! RACH.-> YOU GOTTA UPDATE YOUR BLOG MORE OFTEN TOO! I READ THEM TOO! and i love tongues! it's so.. unique. AMANDA.-> i feel comfortable. i like it. Open your mind.
9:09 PM Sunday, November 19, 2006
it's okay if you don't want me. because i've found the greatest goal in life, which is the glory of God. i don't need your love anymore.
i was really touched by today's service. i managed to speak tongues. it just came out of my mouth. i felt that God was really there. i felt really good. i went to watch material girls with pau and pamela. it's not really my type of movie. but i just watched it for the sake of watching it. at least i din't fall asleep. sometimes i wonder who's really reading this blog. maybe i'm just talking to myself. but that's what my blog is really for. a place to rant my thoughts. Open your mind.
9:45 PM Saturday, November 18, 2006
yvonne wanted me to do this. so i'm gonna do it.
A-Damn good kisser. B- Good all around person. C- You're wild & crazy. D- You have one of the best personalities ever. E-You have a nice ass F- People totally adore you. G- You never let people tell you what to do. H- You have a very good personality and looks. I- You get hyper easily. J- Everyone loves you. K- You like to try new things. L- You live to have fun. M- Success comes easily to you. N- You are absolutely beautiful. O- You're an awesome person. P- You are popular with all types of people. Q- You are a hypocrite. R- Sexy! S- Easy to fall in love with. T- You're loyal to those you love. U- You really like to chill. V- You are not judgemental. W- You are very broad minded. X- You never let people tell you what to do. Y- One of the best bfs/gfs anyone could ask for. Z- You're a little too hard to find. so then. D- You have one of the best personalities ever. A-Damn good kisser. N- You are absolutely beautiful. I- You get hyper easily. (TRUE.) E-You have a nice ass. L- You live to have fun. (WRONG.) Name 5 friends u want them to do this : Name 5 friends u want them to do this : 1) anyone. 2) anyone besides anyone. 3) someone. 4) someone else. 5) you. i'm really pissed off at my pops. just because he has this armani shirt that he can't wear. he forces me to wear it. and i don't like it. it's quite big too. and he keeps saying it's not. which father forces their children to wear clothes!? and plus, he says my bag is somewhat like a girl's one. my brother carries it too. why doesn't he tell him that. ugh. i went to watch casino royale today. it wasn't too good and neither very bad. i'd give it 3/5 stars. daniel craig is old. and a lil bit fat. and i love it when he said "now the whole world's gonna know that you scratched my balls". i was laughing my guts out when he said that. because i went out with my aunt friends. they said i'm very much like a girl. so what if i wear rings? so what if i cross my legs? i'm fuckin' comfortable with it. what happened to freedom? pfft. Open your mind.
7:09 PM Friday, November 17, 2006
i don't pull me down. i don't pull me down on me. i don't pull me down. i don't pull me down on you.
if anyone noticed, it's the blossoming season of flowers! i wanted to take some pix. but i'm really too tired to do so. i've been playing WoW every night from 1-5. and i wake up at 9. it's torturing. but at least i enjoy it. God gave me a miracle that i was able to go to roxy square to cut my hair. i just woke up, BUT I'M STILL SO TIRED. REPLIES TO TAG. V.V AMANDA- yeah. coincidence. let's grow fat together! :DD CHESNA- aww. thanks for tagging. YVONNE- lol. i think i tag more on your board than you tag on mine. ): DORA- we are ALWAYS bored. lol. GACKT-SAMA! 0.000! Open your mind.
6:58 PM Thursday, November 16, 2006
i was reading my blog archives. and i noticed something. the way i typed for the first few posts is like an idiot. i was thinking to myself. who the hell is that guy? i don't type like that. well. at least i don't now.
i'm officially, bored. as always. l: Open your mind.
12:06 AM Tuesday, November 14, 2006
reply to one pathetic tag ):
amanda -> haha. yeah. i read it. coincidence, yeah? yay. i finally got back to playing WoW. at least i get preoccupied at home. (: Open your mind.
7:32 PM Sunday, November 12, 2006
after church, i went to the botanic gardens to take my dog for a walk. there were so many other beagles out there. and i noticed one thing about dogs. which is they like to smell each other's *ahem* dicks. and they tend to lick each other and paw them. it's really cute to watch them do so.
I ATE A LOT TODAY. eh. i ate kway chup. two bowls of duck rice. two bowls of chicken rice. ice kachang. fish head steamboat? yeah. and i'm still 55kg. ): Open your mind.
10:19 PM Saturday, November 11, 2006
i went to the funeral today. i couldn't get to see his mother's face. but from the picture, she looked young. zhong wei was better. at least he could smile and laugh a bit. but it's still quite obvious that he's really upset. elaine was there too. she went to pray for his family and stuff. yeah. then i helped fold those paper money. it was the least i could do. oh well.
Open your mind.
10:04 PM Friday, November 10, 2006
i may have a lot of things to blog about today. but i shan't out of respect for zhong wei's mother.
it's pretty ironic how things were fine yesterday. and the next day. someone dies. that refreshed my memory on how fragile life is. 2nd November. his mother was warded. 3-9th (not sure) November, his mother entered the ICU. 9th November, his mother went back to ICA. 10th November, his mother passed away. we all thought she was going to be fine. but things turned for the worse. they say God had a purpose for everyone. and i do believe that. and i accept the fact that he has taken her to a better place. but i can't get over the fact that it was too early. she hasn't watched his son graduate. get a job. get a girlfriend. get married. be successful in life. if i were a mother, i would want to live to see all of that too. worse, his grandmother passed away 2-3 months ago. i could really feel his agony as i experienced losing someone close to me as well. let's mourn for the great loss of zhong wei's mother, even though i don't know her, but i'm very certain that she's a good woman since she raised up such a bright and colourful son. I thank God for her. Amen. D': Open your mind.
8:52 PM Thursday, November 09, 2006
orchard is freaking me out. i've been to orchard 4 times this week. and i can't believe i'm going there AGAIN tomorrow. which would be the 5th time. i went there with my mom today to do a bit of window shopping. and i bought a new RING. but it's quite plain. my mom doesn't like me to wear anything that looks satanic and stuff. and well. i don't.
i'm really bored. so i'm gonna stop blogging. ORCHARD IS BORING. SINGAPORE IS SMALL. VIVO IS GETTING BORING TOO. ): also. i'm buying x'mas prezzies for close friends. i'm such a nice guy. :DD Open your mind.
7:47 PM Wednesday, November 08, 2006
i don't get it. everytime i go out with my family. it's always my brother that dominates everything.
i went to vivocity this afternoon. to shop a bit and stuff. and i went to candy empire. then i saw this long, thin striped gummy candy that i've seen in american comic books, but cannot be found be found in singapore. of course i would like to try it. then i also saw that they were selling some beef jerky. i also wanted. me: mom. buy that candy and beef jerky. brother: waste of money larh. don't buy. and then my brother gets his way and we just go out. then i wanted to go to heerens to pick up a few rings and stuff. and he said vivo has everything heerens have as well. he was just plain lazy to go. i'm so annoyed. grr. X_X. also. zhong wei's mom has landed into hospital. and worse, in ICU, which is actually quite serious. i'm gonna do a small prayer to help her. prayers do work. help her O Lord. for Your might and mercy is infinite. take away all illnesses. grant her good health. in the Holy name i pray, Amen. take care, zhong wei's mom. you have a strong son. so you must be a strong mother too. recover fast, and well. :DD Open your mind.
8:17 PM Sunday, November 05, 2006
i wonder if it applies to any of you, but i like certain type of SMELLS. pretty eccentric huh?
for starters, i like the smell of those underground MRT stations. like bugis, city hall, or those newer purple lined trains (north east line? i don't know. those with serangoon, dhoby ghaut and stuff.) they smell like. erm. nice. and i always take a few sniffs of it. i also like the smell of wood. everytime a new piece of furniture comes in, i'd smell it to see whether i like it. it's very nostalgic to smell it. makes me feel like i'm living in the countryside. how 'bout those "air-conditioners" smell? when you on the air con, they give out this smell. i'm fairly addicted to it as well. I LOVE IT. i'm pretty obsessed with the smell of medical halls as well. they smell "herby". and i like it. :DD LASTLY, i love the smell when i drink too much alcohol. it's just.. shiok? (: WAIT. THANKS TO CHESSIE'S REMINDER, I FORGOT TO SAY. I ALSO DO LOVE THE SMELL OF BOOKS. IT'S A WONDER WHY THEY SMELL SO FRIGGIN' GOOD! GOD BLESS AMERICA! Open your mind.
6:31 PM Saturday, November 04, 2006
replies to tag.
rach.- yeah. but there are still others. jingyi.- but it's because of my stupid math that brought me down to F3-4. i did quite well for overall. ): raquel.- i'm just gonna do it. by hook or by crook. :DD my parents don't want to appeal. they don't think that i can take A math. well. i think i can. i think i did better for math. and i din't have tuition this year. so if i take tuition next year. i should be able to make it. and my pops want me to take a handwriting course. i feel retarded. today when i was seating in a bus, there was this hot japanese girl in those japanese style uniform. those short skirts and long socks. yeah. i was like. WOHH. not a very common sight. best of all, she fell asleep. and then she accidentally leaned onto my shoulders. then she woke up and apologised in english. but i quite enjoyed it. :DDD Open your mind.
10:29 PM Friday, November 03, 2006
The orange sun I saw with you at dusk
making a face about to cry, the big farewell. Watching your innocent face as you played in the glimmering waves. Running all over the beach barefoot, How I adored you. Your name we wrote in the sand, and the shells we adorned it with, shoulder to shoulder we watched as the waves wiped it away before us. The orange sun I saw with you at dusk making a face about to cry, the big farewell. The blue sky, slows its breathing, to embrace the red setting sun As I too held you, I closed my eyes. all the joys and sadnesses, the countless encounters and partings just as it did back then, the orange sun oversees them all. back then we dreamed of an eternity laughing, we held each other for so long. It's stunning how much I think of you. That's all I needed to satisfy myself. Don't cry, We can meet again anytime, just by closing our eyes... The orange sun I saw with you at dusk making a face about to cry, the big farewell. beautiful song by my two favourite japanese singers, Gackt and HYDE. even after one day, i still can't accept the fact that i'm going to F3-4. thanks to pau, raquel, lene and many others who comforted me. i have the intention to appeal, but my family doesn't support me. and i don't really like some people going to F3-4. still, life goes on and my name will still remain as tan daniel until i die. it seems really pathetic to be seperated with all my friends. i'm truly.. sad. D': and i'm going to be totally honest with my feelings today. i've been crying countless times. it just shows how much i don't want to go to F3-4. call me spoilt or whiny. but try feeling to have only 2 friends to accompany you to a class that is chaotic. i believe in bad influence. i guess it's time to well, say good bye to F2-2. i have never done that. i don't really enjoy F2-2. but i'm still thankful to God for it. thanks for everything guys and friends. and those who've always been supporting me and stuff. it really remains in my memories. good bye. F2-2. Open your mind.
5:47 PM Thursday, November 02, 2006
i can't believe the news today. oh. i can't close my eyes and make it go away.
how long. how long must we sing this song.. Open your mind.
11:06 PM |
I'll love you till the sky falls down.
Daniel commemorates this blog to express his insecurites and rants. He also has an aural interest in a wide variety of music ranging from V-Kei, J-Rock, Country and Trance. Nothing much is known about him, except that he hates to lose terribly and he has a bad temper. He also indulges in sports such as basketball, volleyball and soccer. He loves clothes, hand/wrist/neck accessories. He is obsessed with Japanese manga and anime. He desires a daily dosage of beautiful He is, Second to God. /endsarcasm. *psst. meant as a joke to certain people* He enjoys reading and demands a library to be installed in his home. What pleasure he finds from fiddling with Adobe Photoshop CS3. Reading, and composing poetry brings great satisfaction to the heart of Daniel. I'll love you till I can't feel anything at all.
I brought you something close to me.
Left for something you see though your here.
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